1 - i went out with this one guy. Bongsu, and the only man in the family. he's okay..so nice (1st day).. But i started to realize sumthing. He always asked me to share all the foods and drinks together. i cant do that because i dont kno about him, xkn tiba2 jer nk share everythings kot. So i just ignored all that things n i quite perasan la his face berubah.
2 - When he asked me where to go, what movie to watch, where to eat, what to eat..i just angkat bahu and said 'dont know,i ikut u'.. btol pe, i dont have any ideas to give him.(mane aku knal sme tempat2 best kt kl tu)..and his face akan berubah lg skali.mesti dia rasa x guna kn ask my opinion,at last dia sdri yg kena pk
3 - Once again, he asked me to try his meal and again, i told him 'i,xnak'.. berubah lg skali muka dia but 4 this time, dia trus senyap, n keep smoking. and i? sentiasa x abiskan makanan tu and mkn lmbat!!
4 - last day, he promised to send me to lcct on that morning. Owh b4 that, i asked him to hav our breakfast together.but , i cancelled it (actually i rs malu sbb slalu mkn dia blanja).Guess wat.. he told me that he can just send me to the airport and he need to go to his office pdahal dia cuti ari tu utk anta aku.. then, i looked at his shirt.pakai short je, xkn nk masuk office cmtu je kot. dsebabkan rs sgt marah nk kna tinggal kt airport sorang, i just senyap all the way to lcct. i don even merayu supaya he waited 4 me at least i siap check in. When we reached lcct, he wanted to hold my luggage but i x bg.and punya la bodoh i ni, lsg x ckp thanks or jumpa lg or i will miss u .. x ckp pape but trus tarik beg masuk check in.
5- bila da smpai rumah, then br i realized dia da byk brubah.no more messages, no more calls. when i text him 1st, nak x nak je jawabnya. gile terasa ati ker apa..? so i started to realize that maybe dia ni rasa x diperlukan kot. adeh, sungguh susah nak menjaga ati seorang lelaki tunggal yg bongsu ni.
6- today, he will go to medan with his family..
so kawan2.. i need the opinion or suggestions apa yg patut dilakukan skang ni. adakah aku patut ignore je dia tu.. atau aku patut cuba amek ati dia balik..?
p/s : gila kentang ati mamat nih. punya la berjela2 aku msg kat dia, sepatah je dia jawab? aku bkn seorang yg penyabar.. tp aku try rendahkan my ego nak pujuk balik.kalo depan mata, mau aku ketok kpala dia.. ingat aku nih ape ha...
